I am a 35-year-old male who has had a difficult life almost since I was born. I lost my father after two years, and my mother raised me, and she was very nervous, scolding me and hitting me for the slightest reason, as she used to talk to herself a little bit. I was harassed when I was in elementary school, and because of my mother’s cruelty, I never told her what I was exposed to, and I suffered a lot from bullying and psychological and physical harm from other children. I was always trying to enter battles to prove my ability to confront, and I quickly failed due to my weak physical structure. As a result, I always felt lonely, inferior, and low in self-confidence, so I loved isolation.

I have no male brothers, and I am the youngest son of girls, which added to my isolation. My problems aggravated after I graduated from university and searched for a job, but I was not successful in getting the job I dreamed of because I always evaded the burden of responsibility because of my constant feeling of despair, failure, extreme fear, stuttering, hyperactivity, heart palpitations, and tremors in the hands when stressed or facing someone who poses a threat to me. .

I am afraid of the onset of darkness and cry like a child until now, even though I am thirty-five years old, I do not have a job and I have not been married and I have been lying for years and years accusing everyone around me and behaving inappropriately. I do not understand myself because I am very religious at times and at times I watch porn movies and masturbate excessively. I did not know that this could be a disease until I was at this age. Unfortunately, the people closest to me abandoned me and mocked me and accused me of disappointment and helplessness, and I still suffer from severe frustration and depression. I hate going out of the house, I hate the day and people’s voices, and if it weren’t for suicide to be forbidden, I would have done this, and not only would I have forbidden it, but because I am really a coward.. I don’t know what to do. I am now suffering from voices insulting me, and I get very excited and insulted, and I talk to myself a lot and with people I know, but they are not present at this moment. I repeat the movements of others and the sounds as if they were hurting my eardrums.”

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Dear reader, you have made the greatest stride towards a solution by defining that there is a problem and your search for a solution to it and confronting yourself frankly with the defects, as Dr. Loay Muhammad Wagdi, a neuroscientist and psychiatrist confirms that this problem is as serious as it is and its negative impact on your life, but the two positive sides are You have enough insight to realize that there is a problem and you have stopped accusing those around you of things that are not true. The other positive side is that your religious scruples can still prevent you from ending your life and harming yourself.

The neuroscientist and psychiatrist analyzes the problem: This problem is complex, resulting from a disjointed upbringing in childhood, dysfunction and behavioral disturbance during growing up, with a severe lack of moral and material family support, in addition to the psychological trauma resulting from the loss of the father and exposure to a harsh experience such as harassment, in addition to diseases and disorders. The psychological is inherited as well as the organic, and it is clear that the mother was suffering from a psychological disorder, but perhaps to a lesser extent.

According to the letter, you suffer from a personality disorder and a behavioral disorder with schizophrenia or psychotic symptoms. It is a very complex condition between two related diagnoses, especially with auditory hallucinations. Your feeling of fluctuation between religiosity and uprightness and deviating from time to time from the straight line is normal in this case, and the point of light is that you are certain that you are sick and that you suffer from a problem.

And since in this service we never provide a remote diagnosis alternative to the doctor’s diagnosis, but only a guide to the steps to be followed, my urgent advice to you is to go to the nearest hospital affiliated with the General Secretariat for Mental Health for a complete psychological assessment and personality assessment, the cost will be minimal if not free In full, you can start a drug and behavioral treatment plan with them, and if they open a file for you and find that your condition calls for it, you will be able to spend a monthly treatment at the expense of the state for your condition. It is imperative that you do this immediately because according to what you mentioned in your letter, your psychological defenses are about to collapse and you are experiencing severe negative symptoms of schizophrenia.”

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